2/24/2004
dream
Had a late start today so i went to burrito co. got the usual # 19 bacon egg and cheese, so good. Then as I was going back home Dan called and I met all them at waffle house. School was long as usual: lunar physics, movie in psych, got the math test, and I beat josh in chinese chess. Walked with Amanda out to her car, which obviously was the high point of my day. I think im gonna ask her out tomorrow idk when tho. I think im going to church with them in the morning, hopefully during the prayers I'll get to hold her hand, lol. that is if damn Alvin doesn't try to block me, jk.
we got practice tonight with some guy from england, my second shot into the EPL after Chelsea. Then hopefully after I'll get to work out with the dings if I'm not too tired.
we got practice tonight with some guy from england, my second shot into the EPL after Chelsea. Then hopefully after I'll get to work out with the dings if I'm not too tired.
confusion
Gosh this whole Amanda thing is causing confusion. All of her friends are telling me that she likes me so Ive finally decided to ask her out this weekend. Jojo wanted me to ask her to breakfast on the latestart wed, but the way she wanted me to do it was cute unfortunately too over the top for this situation I don't want it to get weird and what she wanted me to do would be something I might ask her to prom with or something. ok then I remember her telling me that she works on friday but gets off sat, however now pilar (riley) informs me that she actually might be working both those days, which isn't totally bad but ruins the movie plans. Riley recomended barber shop cause Amanda liked the first one and she hasn't seen the second one. If that falls through though we might just go out for ice cream, we'll see. I hope all goes well.
2/20/2004
breakin up and hookin up
Well matt and cooning broke up :< yeah I think I was more upset that they broke up than they were. She basically said that their break should be more of a break up and that she liked it before when they were just friends. I think she thinks that everything will be all hunky dory after this but idk I know there will be some awkwardness.
But yeah I went over to coonings house today just to talk about the whole situation (before the break up) and she felt it best to do it before the leadership camp to give him time. Anyways this is my journal right....so why am I talking about others lives too?? jk, cooning informed me that Amanda liked me... hehe now im all gitty all the time.
But yeah I went over to coonings house today just to talk about the whole situation (before the break up) and she felt it best to do it before the leadership camp to give him time. Anyways this is my journal right....so why am I talking about others lives too?? jk, cooning informed me that Amanda liked me... hehe now im all gitty all the time.
2/18/2004
jamba
interesting day today to say the least
first started out with mr moon showed us how everytime he opens his mouth he proves to us what an idiot he really is. We (dan, alvin, and I) have gotten to the point where we dont all need to take notes; we rotate between the three. So that class is fun pretty much...Damn whiteboards. hahahahah we played tag in psychology, that was so much fun! then at lunch I went into line with Cooning and Christi (White Amanda...LOL jk jk).... bad idea though, cause matt obviously I was hitting on Coon but yeah its ok. Then in Mr. Gibson's class we went over a little bit of math and then got the rest of the period (like 65 mins) off. He is a trooper though cause he had heart surgery like 2 days ago and already he's back teaching so not only is he amazingly smart but he's a truly admirable man aswell.
now to the nitty gritty,,,, aka the good stuff.
so anyways I met up with cooning alvin and jojo after school and was talking with them for awhile. Jojo alvin and casey started to get all antsy cause of their meeting so they left and so it was just cooning and I. We started walking out by the senior lockers and I agreed to give her a ride home....little did i know that I wouldn't be home for another couple hours. On our way out we're talking I don't quite know exactly what we started talking about but you'll see why in a moment: we got on the topic of amanda and she told me that if I were to ask her to prom she would day yes... Well that about made all my problems in my entire life go away. no wait that did make them all go away... it was sad cause i got all gitty haha. yeah so I drove coon around and got to her house but we weren't quite finished with our discussion so I continued to drive around and she wanted to go to a park to talk but all the ones near were crowded so we ended up going to dv territory. we planned on going to dv park but she was like hey you wana go see my old house?? and I was like sure, so we did. we started off walking down this greenbelt out behind her old house but then we ended up on a dock type deal on a lake and we talked about how bad it's gonna be to leave all my friends. then we walked around again and she told me about her's and matt's situation and how it just wasn't going to work out, which is sad because contrary to Matt's beliefs, I thought they were cute. The last part was probably the best but cooning wont let me tell it.
:).
first started out with mr moon showed us how everytime he opens his mouth he proves to us what an idiot he really is. We (dan, alvin, and I) have gotten to the point where we dont all need to take notes; we rotate between the three. So that class is fun pretty much...Damn whiteboards. hahahahah we played tag in psychology, that was so much fun! then at lunch I went into line with Cooning and Christi (White Amanda...LOL jk jk).... bad idea though, cause matt obviously I was hitting on Coon but yeah its ok. Then in Mr. Gibson's class we went over a little bit of math and then got the rest of the period (like 65 mins) off. He is a trooper though cause he had heart surgery like 2 days ago and already he's back teaching so not only is he amazingly smart but he's a truly admirable man aswell.
now to the nitty gritty,,,, aka the good stuff.
so anyways I met up with cooning alvin and jojo after school and was talking with them for awhile. Jojo alvin and casey started to get all antsy cause of their meeting so they left and so it was just cooning and I. We started walking out by the senior lockers and I agreed to give her a ride home....little did i know that I wouldn't be home for another couple hours. On our way out we're talking I don't quite know exactly what we started talking about but you'll see why in a moment: we got on the topic of amanda and she told me that if I were to ask her to prom she would day yes... Well that about made all my problems in my entire life go away. no wait that did make them all go away... it was sad cause i got all gitty haha. yeah so I drove coon around and got to her house but we weren't quite finished with our discussion so I continued to drive around and she wanted to go to a park to talk but all the ones near were crowded so we ended up going to dv territory. we planned on going to dv park but she was like hey you wana go see my old house?? and I was like sure, so we did. we started off walking down this greenbelt out behind her old house but then we ended up on a dock type deal on a lake and we talked about how bad it's gonna be to leave all my friends. then we walked around again and she told me about her's and matt's situation and how it just wasn't going to work out, which is sad because contrary to Matt's beliefs, I thought they were cute. The last part was probably the best but cooning wont let me tell it.
:).
new stuff
just remembered my theory of dating and attraction.
1). Girls love guys with muscles
2). Girls are attracted to guys who drink
my theory is basically that guys who drink get girls, if you have muscles you can get girls as well, however to top it off if you have both....you're set.
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so cooning and matt are having some probs cause of an awkward kiss on v-day, i guess all is well but since i had my tournament and amanda I've been really out of the loop.
late
1). Girls love guys with muscles
2). Girls are attracted to guys who drink
my theory is basically that guys who drink get girls, if you have muscles you can get girls as well, however to top it off if you have both....you're set.
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so cooning and matt are having some probs cause of an awkward kiss on v-day, i guess all is well but since i had my tournament and amanda I've been really out of the loop.
late
2/16/2004
long overdue
I haven't up dated in sooooooooooo long, i guess...no I don't guess, i just forgot about this thing but now here I am back at it again.
Had a tournament this weekend. I miss the good ole mier team. We were considered to be the "snake-oil" team of AZ but you know what I really didn't care, we were so good. And we deserved everything we accomplished cause we worked our asses off for each other, none of this all for me shit that the Hammers try and pull.
friday night we had one of our ding nights where we went out to eat at teepees by bob. i didn't eat but they all seemed to enjoy it. But idk its like you can only take so much of the dings and matt making fun of you until you get to a point where it gets old. We always play HALO but its like I'm no good at it so why do I even bother with it, I'm obviously the worst so whats the point of playing me. Yeah so I about had enough and left early at like 11 and came home and just talked on aim and did nothing.
Well we got screwed with the scheduling for both sat and sun because on both days the games ended at around 10 pm, and since I have to be home at 12-1230 it doesnt make for too exciting of an evening because by the time I got home and showered and all that good stuff it was already 11-1115 so thats like 45 mins of fun. haha but its all good cause on Valentines Day I went over to Amanda's with jojo to celebrate Amandas 17th. Happy b-day, I wonder how that must feel to have your b-day be on a holiday. Anyways we watched pirates and talked about how we don't drink and how pointless it is. Then jojo left and it was just Amanda y yo, and yeah you guessed it I got some birthday cake!!! haha it was an icecream cake too.
I like to help people learn something that I understand and they don't but sometimes tutoring can be overly frustrating. Not realy when someone just doesn't get it but what really sets me off is when the person or persons that you are helping dont understand and don't want to.... it's like umm sry but you did ask me to help you right? I'm not over here to reteach this to myslef cause I do believe I already know this stuff. Even if you are not paying attention or what not atleast pay me the respect of pretending like you are.
This has happened a multitude of times. the first that I can recall was right before a test. I was tutoring this girl and all she wanted to do was watch tv and stare blankly at random objects during the middle of my explanation. this same thing happened last night and today when i was tutoring a couple friends. It's almost as if I care more about them learning then they do...is that even possible?? Obviously and this upsets me, but hey what can you do other than not help them....haha which I'll never be able to do unfortunately because in gangsta terms the girls make me their bitch.
Had a tournament this weekend. I miss the good ole mier team. We were considered to be the "snake-oil" team of AZ but you know what I really didn't care, we were so good. And we deserved everything we accomplished cause we worked our asses off for each other, none of this all for me shit that the Hammers try and pull.
friday night we had one of our ding nights where we went out to eat at teepees by bob. i didn't eat but they all seemed to enjoy it. But idk its like you can only take so much of the dings and matt making fun of you until you get to a point where it gets old. We always play HALO but its like I'm no good at it so why do I even bother with it, I'm obviously the worst so whats the point of playing me. Yeah so I about had enough and left early at like 11 and came home and just talked on aim and did nothing.
Well we got screwed with the scheduling for both sat and sun because on both days the games ended at around 10 pm, and since I have to be home at 12-1230 it doesnt make for too exciting of an evening because by the time I got home and showered and all that good stuff it was already 11-1115 so thats like 45 mins of fun. haha but its all good cause on Valentines Day I went over to Amanda's with jojo to celebrate Amandas 17th. Happy b-day, I wonder how that must feel to have your b-day be on a holiday. Anyways we watched pirates and talked about how we don't drink and how pointless it is. Then jojo left and it was just Amanda y yo, and yeah you guessed it I got some birthday cake!!! haha it was an icecream cake too.
I like to help people learn something that I understand and they don't but sometimes tutoring can be overly frustrating. Not realy when someone just doesn't get it but what really sets me off is when the person or persons that you are helping dont understand and don't want to.... it's like umm sry but you did ask me to help you right? I'm not over here to reteach this to myslef cause I do believe I already know this stuff. Even if you are not paying attention or what not atleast pay me the respect of pretending like you are.
This has happened a multitude of times. the first that I can recall was right before a test. I was tutoring this girl and all she wanted to do was watch tv and stare blankly at random objects during the middle of my explanation. this same thing happened last night and today when i was tutoring a couple friends. It's almost as if I care more about them learning then they do...is that even possible?? Obviously and this upsets me, but hey what can you do other than not help them....haha which I'll never be able to do unfortunately because in gangsta terms the girls make me their bitch.
